time

how time pass
it seen so fast that all time change again
but then time never did stop at all so no surpise at all
anyway fail to send a friend off on friday
sorry

as i was having something on at that time but wanted to but then it was alway sad to see a friend go but then that is part of life

a friend in need is a friend indeed

past days

funny seen like i cant get to sleep before 2
anyway
have a great few days out with my friends who i did not see for past 5 month or even more
maybe can say is i am more like myself with them than i am with my other friends
maybe due to see less more to share or know what thinking but guess not

kind of miss them when i see them as .........

lesson learn do anything but dont hurt to the ones u care as that is not what u wanted to do in the first place
try not to show ur feeling as it may affect others too
learn to let go if it mean that it will be better for both person
learn that things u bought as surpise maynot be something she/he may use at all
alway do what u think is right after u think it through and know that it will not hurt anyone
to care may seen easy but to do it take alot more than u know it
to say the true feeling maybe a good at the least u know what the person think but then it depend if the person have the same feeling too for u as it may also mean a end to a friendship if handle wrongly
but that may happen to me only haha

too many things but too little time anyway
i plan to write letter about the thought i have in the few person i sent it too
be surpise as it may be u
....
that all

bur bur bur

maybe when u have everything u kind of taking everythig for granted
only when u start to lose it then u understand how much it mean to u

but what the point saying that now

"dark is no longer that lonely anymore at the very least it will alway by ur side through the night"

maybe through that ppl will learn to be more open as the sayin go on

fear

my sight is not getting any better dont know what is going on
did not tell anyone about it as they have problems themself
wanted to share with a friend but did not see the person for the past 2 week maybe it is time i should just say that it man no point

haiz
bur is the word i used for sight i have
hope that it will recover

heart is so hurt by things that happen just wish that i can just drop die

just want to say this if it happen to be the last post i write before i gone as we do not know what the next sec will happen

there are 3 person who i will do anything for just to let u know that even if i am not around i will alway look after u from where ever i am u will alway be in my heart,
as each one of u mean something to me
it may be love friendship or someone i care alot for
that all i will alway be there for u