past days

funny seen like i cant get to sleep before 2
anyway
have a great few days out with my friends who i did not see for past 5 month or even more
maybe can say is i am more like myself with them than i am with my other friends
maybe due to see less more to share or know what thinking but guess not

kind of miss them when i see them as .........

lesson learn do anything but dont hurt to the ones u care as that is not what u wanted to do in the first place
try not to show ur feeling as it may affect others too
learn to let go if it mean that it will be better for both person
learn that things u bought as surpise maynot be something she/he may use at all
alway do what u think is right after u think it through and know that it will not hurt anyone
to care may seen easy but to do it take alot more than u know it
to say the true feeling maybe a good at the least u know what the person think but then it depend if the person have the same feeling too for u as it may also mean a end to a friendship if handle wrongly
but that may happen to me only haha

too many things but too little time anyway
i plan to write letter about the thought i have in the few person i sent it too
be surpise as it may be u
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that all