one more day to christmas wish everyone who read my blog a happy holiday

i wish there is someone to company through this day but i dont there will be anyone want to go through this special day with me

thinking i been overcaring for a friend to the level i dont know where i stand as in what am i to her close friend ask me so are u 2 together , my ans is no as that how i feel from her

but what u do is more than a friend i tell her i admit i like her i want to be with her i want her to be my girl but if there is someone better n she is happy with him i will wish her the best n will pray for her like i do everyday . as i believe loving someone what matter is she is happy n health that is more important than being with me but not happy . i will also move away when she is taken to be fair to her bf

this will be a promise for 2010

i hope i will be able to do alot better in the coming year as i want to catch up with wat i lose n want to gain ground of it . want to get a car at least n move on the job if it cant give me wat i want