"when everything that needed to be done is done then it is time to say
goodbye "

when the reason to stay n stand by u are gone
wat do u expect me to do ?
Stay?
Go?

most ppl will say stay as i need u
but is it the real ans that really mean it
only u will know


when a person is alone
where he/she cant find a reason to call someone he/she care
who can he/she find ?


there are a total of 4 ppl all are female that i give the same promise to
that is no matter wat happen where i am i will alway be there for u through anytime that have up n down in ur life just give me a sms / call n i will be there no matter wat
but now i realize that not everyone of them or anyone of the 4 need that kind of promise from me

for some i may seen like a help-line when in needed of help
but who do i will to when i just needed someone who i care / love to listen to wat i have in my heart ?

ans NIL

funny as there are one who say u can share with me when u are down or when u needed a listening ear but in the end i did not dare to share with u as it is no longer the same when u made that promise to me
but i never blame u as it is fate
no longer i feel that close to u as it feel more like i am moving away from u as time pass
which is a fact that i dont think u know
there are time that i tell u something that got 2 meaning but i know that of all of wat i say u maynot remember wat i say the last min as time are no longer the same
maybe to say
in the first place
i was not even in the pic at all just a person who u can fell back to when there are no one that are free at that time
but at that time i alway skip a heart beat when i seen it is u who call
but .....

the only thing i can say is
u are one of 2 person who can turn my world upside down
my job is done for u as all i can
to 598


the day u make a guy drop the first tears is the day the guy's heart die
dont think u will know anyway

in front of u
u alway seen a person who have no problem or a person who problem are never mean much in u
cant blame u
as i was not the one from day 1
i know u

when a guy help u do not mean he ask for a return

he only wanted u to feel happy that all that he ask

sometime

there alot of things he wanted to share

but when see u all worry are left behind

as he did not want to worry u

all he wanted when he know in ur heart

he is only a normal friend who u never have feeling for

u are happy